hmm journal?? what do I do with this thing..I'm certainly not divulging any details of my creepy,boring life..oh yeah..the painting. Its a selection from the infamous list.I couldnt decide,out of the 500 choices which one would be the least work,because the last one,which was supposed to be really basic,turned into a monster.So much for the wonder of spindly stoplights.Anyway,I swore,out of the 500,I was not going to do,no matter what,Lolita with wildroses,no way,too complicated,and I didnt want to paint any people..but alas,I came back to it obsessivly,and now,there she is,on my wobbly easel,in her garden of thorny flowers.She is turning out